Here I Am

Starting again. I just bought Jillian Michael's 30 day Shred. I have been really interested in starting p90x but while browsing blogs for before and after pictures, so have recommended starting with this program before moving on to p90x. I'll gladly try it because the start up for p90x isn't cheap, even if you buy it off of craigslist and what not. I have measured myself at a whopping: 217 lbs 41 inch waist 51.5 inch hips I will be taking picture shortly after I publish this post. I won't be publishing those pictures for now. Maybe at the end if my pictures would make good motivation for others. I haven't decided if I'm going to start tonight. The plan last night was to buy it and start it that night, but I had a family emergency that kept me out of the house until very early hours of the morning. I planned on starting it today but there are many eyes that could watch me and I'm still embarrassed about being seen exercising. I've tried to hype myself up the last couple of months by looking at inspirational pictures. One of my favorites is "Why are you doing this will soon be how did you do that?" Obviously, someone didn't think of that just for me, but I feel it really speaks to me, although I still can't get over my fear of someone making fun of me.